

She wears pointy gold cuffs on her ears to hide their edges, which were once shorn to points like an elf's. She used tattered clothes, including a dark red blouse and a black skirt, although after some time traveling with Bells Hells she decided to update her outfit with a more elegant dress, more lady-like, and also a new hairstyle.

Marisha further describes Laudna's features as "almost doll-like." She has long, thin, dark hair with a shock of white through her bangs, pulled up in a half-up bun with a rock chisel (depicted as a rock pick in official art). Her big eyes have dilated pupils, and her lips are dark. When she first appears, Laudna is fairly young, pale, and gaunt. Official art of Laudna, 2023 update, by Hannah Friederichs. Margot thankfully survived, but it did mean the end of their relationship: she moved to live with a doctor she knew in Utrecht, and Vincent eventually moved to Antwerp.Official art of Laudna, by Hannah Friederichs. It had a huge impact on him, and he had to get it off his chest. Vincent described what happened next in detail to his brother. ‘I was suddenly suspicious and said - have you taken something by any chance? She screamed “Yes!”’. She was desperate, because her family disapproved of her relationship with Vincent. Margot attempted suicide by taking poison. Margot Begemann was Vincent’s 12-year-older neighbour. ‘Something has happened, Theo, which most of the people here know or suspect nothing about - nor may ever know, so keep as silent as the grave about it - but which is terrible. In September 1884, Vincent shared something that needed to stay a secret. That was uncommon as in the 19th century, most people avoided writing about anything too personal. Vincent and Theo trusted each other deeply, they even wrote to each other about intimate matters.
